I jus dont know

I honestly dont kno how the 4k i feel right now i jus kno my thoughtz jus all over the place chain smokin thinkin bout so much shitt!!!!!!!!!!...."I've got sum issuez that nobdy can c & all of thz emotionz are pourin outta me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The Jay R theory

Itz been a minute since i made a post,These past months have been....."EDUCATIONAL" lol

Ever heard of chaos theory?Itz a science which trys 2 determine underlined patterns,& chaotic systems....weather,motion currents,bloodflow that sort of thing..well it turns out that there are few things more chaotic than the beat of a human heart
speedin up,slowin dwn,a pretty face,a flight of stairs
Itz always changin dependin on wats happenin 2 us
itz an erratic son of a bitchhh
but underneath all of that bumper 2 bump mess
there is infact a pattern, a truth,
& itz luv

Most important thing about luv is that we choose to give it
& we choose 2 recieve it
makin it the least random act in the entire universe
It trenscends blood it trenscends betrayal
& all the dirt that makes us human

At skwl!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wahhh i hate when a hol buncha shittt happenz n i dont post it on my blogg lol i jus eh hav enufff time im so 4kn bzzzz wahhh,a hol buncha good n badd stuff has happened since my last post : ) lol...right now im at skwl in the studentz center killn sumtime waitn for my next class O yeh im takin a summer semester of college so i cud get dun wid my degree quiker...so yuhhh fast trakk classes!!! 2day tuesday n i hav class from 9am -9:45pm!!!!! fukkkkk wen i get a vacation im goin 2 njoy it 2da fullestttttt lol. ahhhh b lykkk yuhhhhhhpppp!!!...o n if i eh post stuff on here mutha4kn follow a nigga yeh mutha4kin twitter nigga lol twitter.com/jay_r01

the 2nd day in June....&

The past week waz kinna alright Mtv movie awardz gave me a good laff buh thought June wud start off bein soooo greatttt wahh i waz soooo wronggg it suxx!! wel itz only the 2nd day i guess it still has a bit of May still left in thur (if u kno wat i mean) :S lol....Not in the mood 2 talk 2 any1 n every1'z chekn me n i dont want 2 seem like a salop n ignore them lol so i jus answer buh i donttt feeeeel like tlkn 2 any111111 lol jus want 2b in my own lil spaceship lol my playlist 4 the nite rite now iz Mr Hudson-Supernova,Shindown-Secondchane,K.O.L-Use Somebody,Passion Pit-Swimming in the flood,A hol lotta Carolina liar & the fray....Tryin 2 clear my head time is passin by 2fast&2slow :S

1 of my worst weeks so far for 09

This week has been 1 depressin unxpected surprise after anuda and note itz just wednesday....so much is goin wrong urggggh need sometime or somewhere 2go n jus clear my head startin 2 remember y i hated May...S.M u the only person i wanna c right now,wish u knew how much i miss u.........I jus wanna come home!!!!!!!! :'(

yuppp

This is like my 4th or 5th post for the day(i think :S??....im 2 lazy 2 chek how many rite now since i already started typin) lol can u tell how bored i am??!! lol well i guess im jus tryin 2 catch up 4 losttime...um yeh wat shud thiz post b about...wel im jus chillin here a smirnoff ice in my lefthand thinkin of sum goodtimez & badtimez...been doin tht wayyy 2 often so much new stuff has happened tht itz 4kin crazy sumtimez...Missin my baby & all my friendz c yall soon cah waittttt!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya boy Ft Goon squad-whatz jerkin' unofficial videos

The jerk movement is large!!!!!!!!

ILL Bill-My uncle

Diz is real rap bang ur fuckin head thru the wall (8)
Ill bill iiz hella ill madd flow

I'm Still Fly!!!! Page ft Drake

My theme song 4d while lol drizzy jus a problem even if he jus spittin a hook

Fradge dat u do me gah!!!

Iight so i waz up in the Louis V store talkin 2 thiz fineeeee azz salez lady then im tryin 2 call up my big bro Fradge 2c wappenin wid him n get sum advice on sum shitt 2 buy...findin out d man jus went on a flight 2d yard(St.Lucia)..gah i wanted 2 boooooott a wall lol awa e d man roll e n im stuck here 4d summer...i go miss carnival n everything e AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....i eh answerin any callz startin 758!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol