I jus dont know

I honestly dont kno how the 4k i feel right now i jus kno my thoughtz jus all over the place chain smokin thinkin bout so much shitt!!!!!!!!!!...."I've got sum issuez that nobdy can c & all of thz emotionz are pourin outta me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The Jay R theory

Itz been a minute since i made a post,These past months have been....."EDUCATIONAL" lol

Ever heard of chaos theory?Itz a science which trys 2 determine underlined patterns,& chaotic systems....weather,motion currents,bloodflow that sort of thing..well it turns out that there are few things more chaotic than the beat of a human heart
speedin up,slowin dwn,a pretty face,a flight of stairs
Itz always changin dependin on wats happenin 2 us
itz an erratic son of a bitchhh
but underneath all of that bumper 2 bump mess
there is infact a pattern, a truth,
& itz luv

Most important thing about luv is that we choose to give it
& we choose 2 recieve it
makin it the least random act in the entire universe
It trenscends blood it trenscends betrayal
& all the dirt that makes us human

At skwl!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wahhh i hate when a hol buncha shittt happenz n i dont post it on my blogg lol i jus eh hav enufff time im so 4kn bzzzz wahhh,a hol buncha good n badd stuff has happened since my last post : ) lol...right now im at skwl in the studentz center killn sumtime waitn for my next class O yeh im takin a summer semester of college so i cud get dun wid my degree quiker...so yuhhh fast trakk classes!!! 2day tuesday n i hav class from 9am -9:45pm!!!!! fukkkkk wen i get a vacation im goin 2 njoy it 2da fullestttttt lol. ahhhh b lykkk yuhhhhhhpppp!!!...o n if i eh post stuff on here mutha4kn follow a nigga yeh mutha4kin twitter nigga lol twitter.com/jay_r01

the 2nd day in June....&

The past week waz kinna alright Mtv movie awardz gave me a good laff buh thought June wud start off bein soooo greatttt wahh i waz soooo wronggg it suxx!! wel itz only the 2nd day i guess it still has a bit of May still left in thur (if u kno wat i mean) :S lol....Not in the mood 2 talk 2 any1 n every1'z chekn me n i dont want 2 seem like a salop n ignore them lol so i jus answer buh i donttt feeeeel like tlkn 2 any111111 lol jus want 2b in my own lil spaceship lol my playlist 4 the nite rite now iz Mr Hudson-Supernova,Shindown-Secondchane,K.O.L-Use Somebody,Passion Pit-Swimming in the flood,A hol lotta Carolina liar & the fray....Tryin 2 clear my head time is passin by 2fast&2slow :S

1 of my worst weeks so far for 09

This week has been 1 depressin unxpected surprise after anuda and note itz just wednesday....so much is goin wrong urggggh need sometime or somewhere 2go n jus clear my head startin 2 remember y i hated May...S.M u the only person i wanna c right now,wish u knew how much i miss u.........I jus wanna come home!!!!!!!! :'(

yuppp

This is like my 4th or 5th post for the day(i think :S??....im 2 lazy 2 chek how many rite now since i already started typin) lol can u tell how bored i am??!! lol well i guess im jus tryin 2 catch up 4 losttime...um yeh wat shud thiz post b about...wel im jus chillin here a smirnoff ice in my lefthand thinkin of sum goodtimez & badtimez...been doin tht wayyy 2 often so much new stuff has happened tht itz 4kin crazy sumtimez...Missin my baby & all my friendz c yall soon cah waittttt!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya boy Ft Goon squad-whatz jerkin' unofficial videos

The jerk movement is large!!!!!!!!

ILL Bill-My uncle

Diz is real rap bang ur fuckin head thru the wall (8)
Ill bill iiz hella ill madd flow

I'm Still Fly!!!! Page ft Drake

My theme song 4d while lol drizzy jus a problem even if he jus spittin a hook

Fradge dat u do me gah!!!

Iight so i waz up in the Louis V store talkin 2 thiz fineeeee azz salez lady then im tryin 2 call up my big bro Fradge 2c wappenin wid him n get sum advice on sum shitt 2 buy...findin out d man jus went on a flight 2d yard(St.Lucia)..gah i wanted 2 boooooott a wall lol awa e d man roll e n im stuck here 4d summer...i go miss carnival n everything e AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....i eh answerin any callz startin 758!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

RUN DMC!!!!

Aerosmith Rundmc / Walk This Way -

RunDmc The greatest _______I can’t even categorize them as mere rappers, they are “Artist” who inspired me a hella lot,because they changed the views of muzik I cant even get into d hol vyb cuz I go end up writing a hol essay about dem men lol…..They recently got inducted into the Rock n Roll hall of fame which is freakin ape !!!! (Rip Jam Master J) 2turn tables & a microphone!!!!

Bz bz bz bz in exile lol

I haven't banned u blog...like i said March,april & May r my exile monthz lol... nah buh 4real jus been real bz!!!................

R.I.P The Notorious B.I.G

2day markz the date Christopher George Latore Wallace AKA BIGGIE got shot after leaving a Soul Train Awards Party at L.A.'s Peterson Automotive Museum.

[May 21, 1972 - March 9, 1997)itz been 12 yrs wahh boyy R.I.P 1a d GREATz [A JAY R Throwback Dedication]

SCORCHER FREESTYLE!!!

SCORCHER!!!! GO HARD!!!--IF U SAY DIZ BOY AIN'T GRIME UZ A MADD MUN
SHOUTZ OUT 2 ALL MY UK G'Z

CONCRETE JUNGLE
COMING SOON!!!(I DON'T THINK DEH READY BLUD)

Been Hella Busy!!!!!!!

Itz March not 1a my fav monthz i'm not really a fan of the "march,april,may"monthz thtz my time where i send myslf into exile/incognito typa vyb lol buh letz c watz in store....wel nun haz change cept the weather hot then itz cold(call it katie perry weather) lol...Speakin of change microsoft made a vid of wat life mite luk like in 2019..shit lukz illlly!!!

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?playlist=videoByUuids:uuids:a517b260-bb6b-48b9-87ac-8e2743a28ec5&showPlaylist=true&from=shared" target="_new" title="Future Vision Montage">Video: Future Vision Montage</a>

So, essentially,the world becomes an even more interactive place, everything has a touch screen, everything is digital, and we'll become a totally computer-based society..hmmm i like lol

RAS TRENT!!!- The Lonely Island(lol dem fellaz jus 2 stupid!!)

Ras Trent - The Lonely Island

THE ALBUM IS THE DUMBEST THING EVER,REL FREAKOUT IDIOT TYPE VYB LOL,SOUNDZ LYK SUMTING ME,RAK,BAROS,FRADGE D HOL PSK WOULDA DO LOL..GREAT ALBUM!!! YOUTUBE THEIR VIDZ

V-day

Itz V-day hellllll yehhhh..right(sarcasm)...1ce again love is in the air so u know I have my gas mask on,walkin around with my “arrowproof” vest so cupid wont get me (na,na,na,na,nah):P lol been replacing my heart 2 much these past few v-dayz….lonely on v-day I honestly enjoyed black Friday aka Friday the 13th better lol. I miss my wifey so much that itz fuckin eatin me up inside..distance is a bitch believe me..I’m suffering from “Missing-shani-alott-atitis-alone-ia” lol :S wtf, Im my own doctor so yeh it a sikness!!!… jus here with nun 2 do but blog & eat lucky charms(no milk) with 808’s & heartbreak keepin me company, would go c a movie but shit, bein a third wheel is even worse than bein by myself lol,I jus remembered when cable&wireless had that texting thingy with the channel “Choice39” and every1 was textin like crazy 2c wat they sent on the tv lol that shit was funny ppl was saying the word”VALEN-“TIMES” lol wtf is valentimes lollol neway……I’ve learnt enuff now 2 know that beautifull things don’t always stay tha same,pshhh I feel like a 4kin lameeeeeee!!!
09 valentines day was wack!!!!(4me)

Zionomi -Where ever u are(BLAZINNNNN HOTTT TRACK!!!)

Another Great one from 1 of lucia's Greats Zionomi!!! This song reminds of my wifey.....& back home in St.Lucia i MISS U!!! il b back soon...Once again Great Track,so 4kin proud 2b a lucian!!! lol

Download here
>>Zionomi-Where Ever u Are<<

A lil bitta tingz

Thoz headaches have been xamined n yeh it has been confirmed I have (drumroll)….THE FLU!!! LOL BLODCLAT STUH!!! Lol yeh been sippin that syrup so il b good in no time, who ever uses my laptop better febreeze that shitt cuz iv been coughing n typin hol day lol.
So much stuff has happened this past week, Grammyz didn’t really impress me but the swagger like us performance was APE!!! Lol the 50 & Ross beef is getting even funnier lol,soulja boy & bow wowz lil beef has been squashed over d phone lol, Not entirely sure about the chris brown plokin rihanna thing but I heard he turned himself in 4 plokin a girl..lol jusso!!! Gah wahh.. If is rihanna lol d boy better b ready 4d Caribbean Ppl wen dey come 4 him wid deh luss cuz dem shud kno we duzn play lol.

I remix the Jodie & Kurlan fight lol shitt came out illlll(another psk!!! Produktion)
Wen boredom strikz!!!

My Iphone has synced With My Brain n My Laptop is itz accomplice!!!:S AHHHHHHHH!!!

I’ve been in my own lil realm lately ipoding the entire day away lol listenin 2 Mavado & Kartel then the nex minute switchin over 2 Falloutboy,Gymclass & shwayze…I wonder y??? O and weezy has this track “Prom Queen” of his new rock album set to release in April but im not entirely sure bein that weezy changes his release dates alott but the track illlllllllllly been listenin 2 it hol week,I think the repeat icon on my ipod is madd at me lollol…& yeh it remindz me of a certain convent girl…...”she had it all figured out wen she left me with a broken heart fucked around and turned me down cuz she didn’t think I could play the part!!!!!!!!”

Spaceshipz Dont Come Equipt With Rareview Mirrors So Y Do I Keep Lukin Bak!?!

A Spaceship just crash landed in my room,I jus got dun fixin it, I miss Mars so I'm on my way thur,Heard thurz alot of girls on Venus so i might chill thur 4a while,Hope they havn't learn't about breakin menz hearts yet,like that other place with the "blue n white girls" :S lol,its like everywhere i go filled wid girls itz the samething i slip,trip, n buss my lip,yeh i fall in luv wid mainly 1 lol .....Gravity kept me down on earth now im here i jus float around aimlessly with no1 2bother me,Love havin space 2myslf buh sumtimes it gets lonely...receivin text messages yet no reception..WTF!"Jay Are U OK"?!!??! I 4kin love being different from every1 else....Im not deep im jus tryin 2 b thicckkkk!!!,Im sikkkkk i feel weak lol Im done 4kin tlkin silence it's your turn 2 speak...........

My House bak in st.lucia!!! 1a the reasonz i luv my draftin class lol

Bunch a ill ridez lol

JAY R SAID IT!!!

jus a vid wid clipz from carnival & ting,wid a verse from me makin it sound more lucian lol,& bigg thanx 2 "coolie twn guy" for droppin a line for me in d end lol BOREDOM! LOLJay r Verse at:2:30min into the vidYo Opal Not At all no day doctar cah 4k my gyal yo mal poosah yo ka susay vyah poom poom salNot enuff satifaction dem boy 2 SmallAz a boss my kal stand op Real TallWam 2 Yall, big up all mi st.lucian gyalLOOOOL PROFESSIONAL SHIT TALKAZ INC

SHE WAH BREAK IT - ( LOCAL TRACK DOOOOOOORH!!! LOL)

Yeh Jus had 2 post thiz track up
Bigg up all my G'z in d Yard-MOPO! PSK 4 LYF!

She wah break it-Meed Fradge, Mad Franco,Ian Austin

Cherry L (Fresh Track)

House Of Wax & Presidential Media Presents Cherry L - My Wife Distributed By Presidential Media

New release from Cherry L off his upcoming mixtape in 2009. Download and digg d track Lucia we badd so e lol--Bigg up MOPO!!!

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